My HSM

*So here we are at the Second chapter of With Love..I’m having so much fun writing this..i hope ur having fun reading it..lol..ENJOY!!*

Today was the day that Nicki was leaving the hospital after a month of rigorous physical therapy. The doctors were amazed at how well she had recovered in such a short amount of time. SB had gone home to get her some more cloths but he was taking too long so she texted him.

BooThing: Where the hell are u?

My HSM: Um when did ju become my mother.?

BooThing: I’m not inna playing mood; where r u?

My HSM: Around^_^!!

BooThing: -____- W.E.

My HSM: U Mod?!?!

BooThing: Fuck U

My HSM: Oh?!

BooThing: Seriously Safaree in not in the mood…just hurry ur slow ass up..Good Bye

My HSM: Mhmm

With that Nic put her phone down; she was getting aggravated because Safaree was acting like acting asshole. She turned on the TV looking for something to watch but nothing was on which made her even madder; she throw the remote control down on the bed. As soon as the remote hit the bed the door to her room opened and a closed eyed Lance popped his head in.

“Is it okay to enter the Queens room?”

“Yes Lance A Lot you may enter.” She said sounding a little happier but not much; Lance picked up on her mood.

“What’s wrong Nic?”

“Nothing.” She said giving him a half smile

“Now you know that’s not going to fly. C’mon tell me pretty pretty please with a pink cherry on top!”

“Haha it’s just that I’m ready to go and Safaree is taking forever and a day to get here.”

“Um SB is downstairs n his car on the phone I said hey to him on my way up here.”

“Ima fucking kill him he know I’m ready to go; freaking buffoon.”

She took her phone off the table and texted him again.

BooThing: REALLY!?!?!?!

My HSM: Wat?

BooThing: Y the fuck u downstairs wen im ready to go?

My HSM: Oh im omw up..i was on a very important phone call

BooThing: w.e.

About a minute after she sent that last tweet Safaree was walking through the door with all of Nic’s stuff in his hand. He handed everything to Nic; then he went over to give Lance a dap.

“Hey man what’s up with you?”

“Hey SB sorry I told her you where downstairs.”

“Oh don’t worry about it so what you been up too.”

“Nothing saving lives, living mine haha.”

“Haha that’s what’s up I been meaning to ask you how did get to be a paramedic I mean with you being so young.”

“Oh my dad and my mom are EMT workers so they pulled some string to get me enrolled in training early.”

“That’s what’s up; so do you like it?”

“Yea I love it.”

While they were talking Nicki had went to go get ready to leave the hospital. When she came out Lance was gone.

“Where is he?”

“He was on call so he had to leave; he said to tell you that he was sorry for leaving without saying goodbye.”

“I understand, can you give the lotion by you?”

“Are you still mad with me?”

“Yes very much so.”

“Oh?” He said getting up from the chair and walking towards her

“Safaree not now.” She said as she seen the smirk across his face

“What I’m not doing anything.” He said getting even closer to where he was hovering over here

“Move u cock.” She said as she tried to push him away but unsuccessful in her efforts

“So you still mad at me, Eh?

“What do you want?”

“For you not to be mad at me.”

Well people in hell want ice water but that’s not going to happen.”

You on your sarcasm swag today I See.”

“Whatever.” She tried to get up and move around him but he pushed her back to the bed

“Safaree.”

“Yes Nic.”

“I’m really not in the mood for your games.”

“That’s ashamed cause I am.”

“Fuck you.”

“Really?” He started to tickle her she was begging for him to stop but he just ignored her

“Safaree please, ima bout to pee on myself please.” She said between laughing hysterically

“Who’s the man?”

“Me” He started to tickle her harder

“Who’s the man, say it?” Being the stubborn person she was she refused to give in. Safaree had enough of her playing hard; he picked her up over his head. “Who’s the MAN?”

“Holy shit Safaree put me down.”

“Say it.”

“You, you the man.”

“And who’s the BOSS.”

“Fuck, you’re the boss.”

“That’s what I like to hear.” He lowered her to where he was carrying her like a baby. “You still mad.”

She put her face into his chest trying to hide the smile that crept across her face but it was no use he already saw it.

“No you big black cock, now put me down.”

“I’d rather carry you.”

“I bet, please put me down Faree.”

“If you want, but I know it’s not.”

“It is what I want.” With that he sat her down on the bed

The nurses knocked on the door, then walked in the room.

“I have your release papers so if you can sign here and there you can leave.”

“Thank you.”

After Nic signed the papers she wrapped her right arm around Safaree and he put his left arm around her shoulders kissing her on the forehead.

“You know you guys make a really cute couple.”

After the nurse said that she was out the door which left an awkward silence between the two. Nicki quickly removed her arm from around Safaree and stared to gather her things from around the room.

“Faree can you give me charger out the wall?”

“Yea, is that everything?”

“Yes.”

“Alright munchkin lets go.” He was laughing because he knew she hated that nic-name

“Don’t call me that.”

“You know you like my nic-names.”

“Just like you going to like this hand upside your head.”

“No need to get violent Nic-Nac.”

“How about we just stick to Nicki.”

“Nope.”

They hit traffic and Safaree thought it was the perfect time to ask her his question.

“Hey Nic, what does My HSM mean?”

The only thing Nicki was thinking was “Oh Shit”

“What.”

“I know you heard me, what does My HSM mean?”

“What you mean.”

“Onika don’t play dumb, when the EMT called me he asked if I was My HSM. So I’m guessing that, that’s what you have me saved under in your phone. I want to know what it means.

“Um, um can we stop and get some food?”

“Yes, so you’re not going to tell me; it’s okay you’ll tell before the nights over I promise.

Nic thinking of a lie she could say or an excuse but nothing was coming.

Nic’s Thoughts

Shit, Shit, Shit, what I’m I going to say. I can’t tell him the truth; why does this have to be so hard. He’s not going to let this go easy. Fuck I knew I should have changed it but the way I felt when I put him under it is the same way I feel know; which is strange considering I was in a serious relationship with Evan or so I thought. Even though I was with Evan I was thinking about him; when Evan touched me I was thinking about Safaree, when we talked the only thing I could see was Safaree. Then there was that one time when we were making love; no that wasn’t love that was lust. But anyway we were doing the deed and I called out Safaree name. OMG was he mad, I never seen him that mad I tried to tell him that me and Safaree had just had a fight and that’s why he on my mind but Evan was not trying to hear it. I couldn’t blame him because it was a lie; the truth was that I wanted it to be Safaree so bad. After that moment Evan never liked Safaree; the only reason why I stayed with him was to prove to him and myself that I did not love Safaree but it was no use we both knew the truth. But back to reality what am I going to tell Safaree, he can’t know the truth he just can’t.

Nic was pulled out of her thoughts by her door being opened. She got out of the car and went straight inside avoiding all contact with Safaree. She went up to her room, closed the door and locked it. She was still trying to think of something to tell him; but so far nothing came. Then she heard a knock at the door.

“Nic open this door.”

“No, Safaree go away.”

“Why are you avoiding me Nic.?”

“Because I don’t want to talk to you.’

“You can’t not talk to me we live together.’

“I can try.”

“You’re going to have to come out of that room sooner or later.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yes you will, I have your food.’

“Shit.”

“So the question is; are you hungry.”

“Um, nope.”

“Yes you are don’t lie you haven’t ate anything all day and I have your favorite food out here.”

“Safaree just leave the food by the door and walk away.”

“Sorry but I can’t do that.”

“And why the hell not?”

“Because I need to talk to you.”

“No you don’t.”

“Yes I do.”

Safaree sat down on the floor next to the door waiting for to come out the room. Nic was walking back and forth pacing the floor trying to decide what she was going to do. She figured because she didn’t hear anything outside that he left. She went to the door and unlocked it as soon as she opened the door and saw Safaree sitting there she tried to slam the door and lock it but it was too late He had his foot in the way. She gave up and went and sat on the bed. He walked in with her food and handed it to her. She began to eat.

“You thought I left shame on you I don’t give up that easy you should know that.”

“Mhmm.”

“So can we talk?”

“Can it wait till in the morning?”

“No.”

“So why ask if we can talk if I don’t have a say so.”

“Manners, my mother raised me right.”

“What do you want to talk about Safaree?”

“Well first I want to know what you were thinking about in the car because I was calling you for like 10min when we got home; second I want to know what My HSM means.”

“Why is it that important?”

“Because I need to know.”

“No you don’t need to know, you’re just nosey.”

“Why won’t you tell me?”

“Does it really mean that much to you?”

“Yes.”

“Okay, what did you want to know first?”

“What you were thinking about in the car.”

“Well I was thinking about what I was going to tell you; I was trying to think of a lie to tell you.”

“What else?”

“What you mean what else.”

“I know there is more don’t lie to me Onika.”

“Shit, I was thinking that I should have changed your contact info when me and Evan stared to go out but I couldn’t because I felt the same way when I first put you under that.”

“And.”

Nic was thinking why he knew her so well.

“And about whenever he would touch me I was thinking about you. Fuck you happy now. And about this one time when we were doing IT I called out your name instead of his.

Nic couldn’t bring herself to look at Safaree but she felt him looking at her. She was in such an awkward position she just sat there and played with her hand until she felt the bed move. She looked up to see Safaree sitting next to her; she immediately looked back down to her hands.

“Tell me what My HSM means.”

She got up from the bed and started walking towards the door. She was stopped by SB pulling her hand. He backed her into the corner with both of his hands on each side of her by her head. He looked at her and she looked at the floor.

“Onika look at me.” She lifted her head and they looked inside each other eyes. “Tell me.”

She was completely still he kissed her forehead “Tell me.” He began kissing down to her neck.

“It, It means My...” but before she could finish a moan escaped he mouth; Safaree had started to suck on her neck. In her head she was putting up the biggest fight but her body wouldn’t follow her mind. “It means My Heart...” Safaree let his hands roam free around her body until one found her ass and the other found her breast. “Soul...” another moan but this one had so much passion in it “and Mind.”

“So does that mean I have your heart...?” He started to suck down her body

“Yes.” She moaned

“And your soul...” He said taking off her shirt and bra

“Yessss.”

“And your Mind.” He said as he put her right nipple in his mouth

“Ahhhh Faree, yess you have it all.”

“What about your body can I have that too?” he moved on to the left nipple

“Shit, hell yea you can have it.”

“Are you sure I don’t want you to regret this in the morning.”  He moved back to her neck

“Why are you asking me these questions?”

He stopped all movement and looked her in the eyes

“I need you to be sure.”

“I don’t know.”

“I figured that but, I need you to be sure.”

He picked up her shirt from off the floor and put it on her. He pulled her to the bed; made her sit down.

“I’m going to run you some bath water.”

The truth was that she knew she loved him but she was confused. And the fact that he didn’t rush her into doing anything just made her want him even more. At this point she getting upset because she horny and confused; she wanted him but didn’t want to hurt him. Safaree came out the bathroom grabbed her hand and led her towards the bathroom. When they got in the bathroom he undressed he and helped her get in the tub. Once she was good he left. He went in her closet and got her a shirt then got some underwear. He placed the items on her bed and let to go take a really cold shower. Nicki got out the tub about 2hrs later she felt a lot better she put on the cloths that Safaree had picked out for her. She put her lotion on and got in her bed. She started to feel lonely.

BooThing: Can u come to my room?

My HSM: R u okay?

BooThing: Yes...but I need you.

My HSM: Nic

BooThing: Please

A couple seconds later Safaree was walking through the door.

“What’s wrong?”

“Can you sleep in here?”

“Nic I don ‘think...” but before he could finish his sentence she cut him off

“Please Faree I need you.”

He thought about it then he thought about how she never said that she needed something.

“Okay”

She pulled the cover back so that he can get in; he got in the bed and faced the opposite direction of her.

“Hold me”

He turned around and put his arm around her waist; but the gap between them was not doing it for Nic. In a matter of seconds she had her ass on him; Safaree sighed and just laid there he knew he was in for the ride of his life.  

 

  *SOOOOOOO what yawl think…..TELL MEEEEE….TELL MEE…lol…I’m not here for Nic being all confused...poor Safaree he’s a good man …Comment COMMENT CoMmEnT...Tell me if this is short im mobile so i dont know..K bye*