Tuesday, May 29, 2012

No Fun, No Love, No Life


The fact that I had you guys waiting for soo long just…….ugh I don’t even want to think about it…I am so freaking sorry..this is the one thing I promised myself was not going to happen and it did…skool has been KICKING my ARSE…like had my ass on my back fighting from the ground..shit was real…But my skool year is almost over and I will be posting like every week once skool is over.. soo yea I hope u enjoy n comment…Have Fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Nicki was waking up at 10:00am on a Friday she had nothing planned for the day except a mandatory YM meeting at 5:00pm. She woke at an empty bed and a note that read “Had some stuff to take care of I will meet up with you at the meeting.” So now Nic had pretty much the whole day to herself; she got up to do her daily routine she brushed her teeth washed her face n took a quick shower. She went downstairs to find a woman n a chef’s uniform behind her island table.
“Um, hello.” Nicki greeted the women confused
“Good Morning Ms. Maraj, my name is Isabella but everyone calls me Izzy or Bella and I will be your chef for today. So tell me what would you like.”
Nicki sat and thought about her choices and what she was in the mood for. As for the chef she was average size a lil taller than Nic. Her hair was jet black and curly she had a butterscotch complexion, green eyes, long eye lashes. She was a very pretty lady but she couldn’t have been older then 25.
“Hey how long have you been a chef.”
“6 years today.”
“Oh well happy 6th year anniversary, your very pretty.”
“Haha thank you.”
Just as Nicki was about to tell Izzy what she wanted someone busted in the front door.
“YOOOOOOOOOOOO NIC WHERE U ATTTTT.” It was Lauren acting crazy
“I’m in the kitchen must you come in my house unannounced making all that noise.”
  “Uhh did you not here me say “YO” I did announce myself hoe.”
“Haha, what girl I’m so glad you’re here I have some shit to tell you. OMG where are my manners Izzy this is one of my best friends Lauren, Lauren this is Izzy she’s my chef for today”
“Damn you bad, oh my bad hi izzy nice to meet you.” She gave Izzy a handshake
“Haha um thx you and its nice meeting you too.”
“Izzy do you mind is Lauren eats too.”
“No not at all, just tell me what you want.”
“Shit what I want you can’t cook.” Lauren said under her breath or so she thought but Izzy heard her n so did Nic
“WOW Lauren lets go get you a cold bottle of water hahaha; hey Izzy just cook whatever you cook the best and make a plate for yourself.”
“Okay Ms. Maraj.”
“Oh and please call me Nicki or Nic idc.”
 Nic and Lauren went to go sit down in the living room so they could talk. Lauren jumped on the couch and Nic fell dramatic onto it they both started to laugh.
“Hahahaha Nic you’re a trip hahaha.”
“Ima trip, when you’re the one who trying to get wit my chef.”
“Opp, hahaha I mean shout we can get it on n popping up n here up n here.”
“HAHAHA um no I’m good yawl can if you want to but leave me n my sexiness out of it.”
“HA!! So Nic what do you want to talk to me about.”
“Oh some shit went down between me n Safaree last night.”
“OHHH that’s why u didn’t get it POPPING, HAHA.”
“Shhh would you, after we came home from the hospital he wanted to know what My HSM stood for n I didn’t want to tell him so he pinned me to the wall and started kissing me n sucking. I told him what it meant then he asked me if I was sure I wanted to keep going I told I didn’t know then he stopped he said that he wanted to be sure that I was sure.”
“Girl what you mean you don’t know; hell I do. Nic I know you love that man.”
“Yea but I just got out of a long serious relationship with Evan.”
“Nic that was not a relationship, I don’t what it was but it was far from a relationship that much I do know.”
“So what are you saying?”
“IMM saying go for it Nic, you love him and we all know he loves you. You just have to take that leap of faith; and im pretty sure Safaree will catch you.”
“Yea maybe your right.”
“Maybe?! Hoe I know im right n besides I know your ass is sexually frustrated. You betta let SB be great. HAHAHA.”
“You know what Lauren your nasty. HA.”
“Hey, Nic the food is ready.”
“Perfect cause this hoe was getting on my nerves.”
All three of them went back into the kitchen to see what Izzy had put together for them to eat.
“Wow Izzy this looks amazing.”
“Thx u Nic.”
“Not the only thing that looks amazing.” This mad Izzy blush
“Lauren sit.” Nic said trying to hold back a laugh
“Um Izzy I only see two plates here where is yours.”
“Oh its in the kitchen.”
“Why might I ask.”
“Because to poor etiquette to eat with your employer.”
“Good thing I didn’t hire you neither did Lauren so you can bring that plate of food out here and sit with us.”
“Yea right here.” Lauren said patting the seat next her, Nic rolled her eyes and Izzy went to get her plate she sat down next to Lauren
“So Izzy where did you learn how to cook like this?” Lauren asked while taking a bite if the food
“Um mostly from my mother, I went to culinary school just so sharpen my skills.”
“That’s kool.” Lauren said not really interested in her answer but interested n her.
Nic was to busy smashing that plate of food to even talk to them’ but when she realized the long period of silence she looked up to find both of them starring at her. Once she swallowed what was in her mouth she spoke up.
“What.”
Both Izzy and Lauren began to laugh which made Nicki laugh.
‘Damn girl you were putting in WORK.”
“Opp Izzy don’t be judgeing me.”
“HAha you are so judged Nic how could I not u didn’t speak for 10min straight.”
“Yea well dis shit is good.”
“Thx u Nic.”
The girls had finished eating Lauren had a phone call so she took it upstairs Nic helped Izzy out n the kitchen just cleaning up the lil mess there was.
“Um Nic can I ask you something.”
“Yea shoot.”
“Is Lauren u kno gay.”
“HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.” This made Nic laugh so hard not the question just the way she asked. “HAHA im sorry I don’t mean to laugh so hard, u can’t tell..hahaha Lauren is Lauren she is whatever is good for at the moment and right know I do believe she has her eyes on you.
Nicki continued to laugh; she went and sat on the couch n Izzy followed her. Nic was still laughing when Lauren came down the stairs.
“Nic what the hell is so funny I can hear you all the way upstairs.”
“Hahahaha nothing, nothing at all.”
“Izzy would you please tell me whats so funny.”
“Oh nothing I just asked Nic a question and the way I asked it was funny I guess, but I was dead serious so I don’t kno why it’s so funny.”
The fact that Izzy didn’t think the way she asked the question was funny had Nicki rolling on the floors holding her sides laughing.
“Oh shit ima bout to pee on myself.” Nic got up n ran to the bathroom
“What the hell did you ask her?”
“If you where gay.”
“OHHH HAHAHAHAHA Nic is a hot mess, what did she say?”
“That you are whatever suits you at the moment.”
“Sounds about right to me.” Lauren said sitting next to Izzy
Nicki came back downstairs composed she took her seat across from them like nothing ever happened.
“Its almost 5 I have to get ready for this meeting you guys want to come.”
“What type of meeting?” Izzy asked
“Young Money.”
“Yea I’m done but are you sure you can bring me?”
“Do you not know who I am; I am NICKI muthfuckin MINAJ i dose what I please. Now I might have some cloths upstairs to fit you. Come with me.”
“Oh hell naw you heffers aren’t leaving me.” Lauren got up and followed them to Nic’s room she went and sat on the bed while Nicki took Izzy into the closet to find her something to wear. Izzy settled on a pair of leggings n a hoodie.
“Kool you can get dressed in the bathroom.”
“Or out HERE.”
“Lauren shut up, go ahead to the bathroom we will be out here when your down Izzy.”
“What I’m just giving her options.
“Your to freaking much.”
“Umm Mhmm.”
After about 10min Izzy came out the bathroom. She had put her hair up n a messy bun.
“Alright all done.”
“Kool let’s get a move on.”
Nic took her black Range she didn’t want to much attention. She avrrived at the meeting it appears that she was the last person to get there.
“Nic are you late?”
“Didn’t I tell you who I was, Da kid aint neva late.”
“Nic shut up u kno u always late.”
“Opp Lauren don’t play me.”
They went inside to see everyone seated at the table looking all serious n shit. She backed out the door.
“Oh shit, shit just got real yawl stand out here until I text you I dont what the hell is going on in there,”
With that she went back in n sat in the chair next to Safaree. Birdman begin to speak.
“I called this meeting because…” He stopped and looked around with the mean mug on “HAHAHAHA naw I’m just playing..yawl should have seen the looks on your faces but Barbie your face was priceless. No but I just called this meeting so that we can all catch up we haven’t been together as a full team n a long while so where going to go around the table and everyone has to say something if you have nothing to say then I will ask you some questions but no one is leaving until that happens.”
They begin to go around the table, everyone telling stories about how they have been and whats been going on in their life it got up to Nicki. She didn’t want to talk because everything that has been going on has been bad n not good.
“Barbie.”
“Um, I really have nothing to say, life is going,”
“That’s not going to fly, Are you having fun in “LIFE”.” He said mocking the way she said it
“To tell you the truth no, no I am not. No fun, no love, no life.”  She looked over at SB who was looking at his phone.
“Um what about people have you met someone lately.”
“Actually I did.” When Nic said that SB’s head flew up from his phone.
“Oh you have huh Nic.”
“Yes Safaree I have.”
“What’s his name?” SB said starting to get upset
“HER name is Izzy, she’s right outside with Lauren. Twist can you go get them.”
“That wasn’t funny Nic.
“You shouldn’t jump to conclusions.”
They came inside Nic introduced her to everyone. Izzy was star struck all she could say was hi.
“So Miss. NO FUN I have an idea.”
“What is it Baby?”
“You would like to know wouldn’t you, sorry not going to happen. I need like 4hrs to get everything in order.”
“I really don’t have time for games.”
“You will today.” With that everybody got up and left it only left Nic, SB, Izzy and Lauren.
“So you girls up for games cuz I don’t want to do it by myself.”
“Yes Nic” Izzy and Lauren said together
“Can you guys give us a min a need to speak with Nic.”
Things between Nic and Safaree had been very strange. Nic was avoiding all contact with him or as much as she could. She didn’t eat dinner with him, she drove her own car to meetings, she barely spoke to him other then hi and bye. She started to get up and walk out with the other girls.
“Nic, please”
“What Safaree.”
“I’m sorry about what happen not because I didn’t like just because it’s causing me to lose my best friend.”
“Yea me too; can we just forget that ever happened?”
“Look I can never forget that because for the first time I know you feel the same way as I do.”
“That’s just it I don’t know how I feel.”
“Yes you do, your just being stubborn.”
“No I don’t.”
“Yes she does.” Lauren yelled as she fell inside the room. She n Izzy had been listening to the whole convo and was caught when the door gave in and they both ended up on the floor.
“Really you guys.”
“Sorry Nic, it was Lauren’s idea.”
“Snitch!! Hell yea it was my idea. Shit I know, you know, he know, WE all know Nic just stop being so closed minded; be happy I mean truly happy for once in your hectic life. Let this man love you the way you deserve to be loved. Look all I’m saying is that I love you and want to see you happy and I believe he is a part of that happiness. That’s all I’m trying to say.”
“Do you have some input too?” She gestured to Izzy
“Um yea, yawl make a bomb ass couple.”
“Nic lets give us a try, we can take it slow as you want.”
“I  I…I I don’t know. I want too but….”
“But nothing, say yes and you won’t regret it and that I can promise.”
“Promises are made to be broken.”
“Not mine.”
“Okay I will give this a try I will give us a try.”
4Hrs later the four where on their way to the next clue on the scavenger hunt Baby had them on. They arrived at a little outdoor market. They seen a lil girl whoo looked to be around 7yrs of age holding a sign that said start here. Nic went up to the girl and asked her name.
“Madison.”
“Aww that’s such a pretty name, do you know where the next clue is?”
“Yes but first you have to solve my riddle.”
“A riddle huh, knew it wasn’t going to be that easy. So what’s the riddle?”
“H2O is to life as you are to…”
“Okay guys help me water is to life..”
“Well you cant live without water.”
“That’s right Izzy, so Nic what cant live without you?”
“Ummmmm Oh I got it. H2O is to life as I am to TeamMinaj.”
“Your correct, blow the whistle.” Madison handed Nic a whistle and Nic blew it. Out of nowhere several kids with signs that had arrows on them showed up to point Nic to the direction of her next clue. They followed the arrows until they got to the end of the other side of the market.
“Wow I swear Baby is a fool.”
“Yea for this that nigga got mad ignant points for this one.”
“IGNANT points SB its time for you to go to sleep.”
“W.E. Lauren.
“I love the carnival!!” Izzy said sounding like a lil kid
“HAHA well lets go in.”
They walked inside the carnival to be greeted by the rest of the gang.
“Alright Barbie you ready to have FUN.”
“Yes I think I am.”
*Alright Alright Alrightttt..Comment tell me what you think good or bad..i love criticism..yea soo yea AND ONCE AGAIN IM SOOO SORRY FOR THE WAIT.*

Monday, April 30, 2012

My HSM



*So here we are at the Second chapter of With Love..I’m having so much fun writing this..i hope ur having fun reading it..lol..ENJOY!!*

Today was the day that Nicki was leaving the hospital after a month of rigorous physical therapy. The doctors were amazed at how well she had recovered in such a short amount of time. SB had gone home to get her some more cloths but he was taking too long so she texted him.



BooThing: Where the hell are u?


My HSM: Um when did ju become my mother.?


BooThing: I’m not inna playing mood; where r u?


My HSM: Around^_^!!


BooThing: -____- W.E.


My HSM: U Mod?!?!


BooThing: Fuck U


My HSM: Oh?!


BooThing: Seriously Safaree in not in the mood…just hurry ur slow ass up..Good Bye


My HSM: Mhmm


With that Nic put her phone down; she was getting aggravated because Safaree was acting like acting asshole. She turned on the TV looking for something to watch but nothing was on which made her even madder; she throw the remote control down on the bed. As soon as the remote hit the bed the door to her room opened and a closed eyed Lance popped his head in.


“Is it okay to enter the Queens room?”


“Yes Lance A Lot you may enter.” She said sounding a little happier but not much; Lance picked up on her mood.


“What’s wrong Nic?”


“Nothing.” She said giving him a half smile


“Now you know that’s not going to fly. C’mon tell me pretty pretty please with a pink cherry on top!”


“Haha it’s just that I’m ready to go and Safaree is taking forever and a day to get here.”


“Um SB is downstairs n his car on the phone I said hey to him on my way up here.”


“Ima fucking kill him he know I’m ready to go; freaking buffoon.”


She took her phone off the table and texted him again.


BooThing: REALLY!?!?!?!


My HSM: Wat?


BooThing: Y the fuck u downstairs wen im ready to go?


My HSM: Oh im omw up..i was on a very important phone call


BooThing: w.e.


About a minute after she sent that last tweet Safaree was walking through the door with all of Nic’s stuff in his hand. He handed everything to Nic; then he went over to give Lance a dap.


“Hey man what’s up with you?”


“Hey SB sorry I told her you where downstairs.”


“Oh don’t worry about it so what you been up too.”


“Nothing saving lives, living mine haha.”


“Haha that’s what’s up I been meaning to ask you how did get to be a paramedic I mean with you being so young.”


“Oh my dad and my mom are EMT workers so they pulled some string to get me enrolled in training early.”


“That’s what’s up; so do you like it?”


“Yea I love it.”


While they were talking Nicki had went to go get ready to leave the hospital. When she came out Lance was gone.


“Where is he?”


“He was on call so he had to leave; he said to tell you that he was sorry for leaving without saying goodbye.”


“I understand, can you give the lotion by you?”


“Are you still mad with me?”


“Yes very much so.”


“Oh?” He said getting up from the chair and walking towards her


“Safaree not now.” She said as she seen the smirk across his face


“What I’m not doing anything.” He said getting even closer to where he was hovering over here


“Move u cock.” She said as she tried to push him away but unsuccessful in her efforts


“So you still mad at me, Eh?


“What do you want?”


“For you not to be mad at me.”


Well people in hell want ice water but that’s not going to happen.”


You on your sarcasm swag today I See.”


“Whatever.” She tried to get up and move around him but he pushed her back to the bed


“Safaree.”


“Yes Nic.”


“I’m really not in the mood for your games.”


“That’s ashamed cause I am.”


“Fuck you.”


“Really?” He started to tickle her she was begging for him to stop but he just ignored her


“Safaree please, ima bout to pee on myself please.” She said between laughing hysterically


“Who’s the man?”


“Me” He started to tickle her harder


“Who’s the man, say it?” Being the stubborn person she was she refused to give in. Safaree had enough of her playing hard; he picked her up over his head. “Who’s the MAN?”


“Holy shit Safaree put me down.”


“Say it.”


“You, you the man.”


“And who’s the BOSS.”


“Fuck, you’re the boss.”


“That’s what I like to hear.” He lowered her to where he was carrying her like a baby. “You still mad.”


She put her face into his chest trying to hide the smile that crept across her face but it was no use he already saw it.


“No you big black cock, now put me down.”


“I’d rather carry you.”


“I bet, please put me down Faree.”


“If you want, but I know it’s not.”


“It is what I want.” With that he sat her down on the bed


The nurses knocked on the door, then walked in the room.


“I have your release papers so if you can sign here and there you can leave.”


“Thank you.”


After Nic signed the papers she wrapped her right arm around Safaree and he put his left arm around her shoulders kissing her on the forehead.


“You know you guys make a really cute couple.”


After the nurse said that she was out the door which left an awkward silence between the two. Nicki quickly removed her arm from around Safaree and stared to gather her things from around the room.


“Faree can you give me charger out the wall?”


“Yea, is that everything?”


“Yes.”


“Alright munchkin lets go.” He was laughing because he knew she hated that nic-name


“Don’t call me that.”


“You know you like my nic-names.”


“Just like you going to like this hand upside your head.”


“No need to get violent Nic-Nac.”


“How about we just stick to Nicki.”


“Nope.”


They hit traffic and Safaree thought it was the perfect time to ask her his question.


“Hey Nic, what does My HSM mean?”


The only thing Nicki was thinking was “Oh Shit”


“What.”


“I know you heard me, what does My HSM mean?”


“What you mean.”


“Onika don’t play dumb, when the EMT called me he asked if I was My HSM. So I’m guessing that, that’s what you have me saved under in your phone. I want to know what it means.


“Um, um can we stop and get some food?”


“Yes, so you’re not going to tell me; it’s okay you’ll tell before the nights over I promise.


Nic thinking of a lie she could say or an excuse but nothing was coming.


Nic’s Thoughts


Shit, Shit, Shit, what I’m I going to say. I can’t tell him the truth; why does this have to be so hard. He’s not going to let this go easy. Fuck I knew I should have changed it but the way I felt when I put him under it is the same way I feel know; which is strange considering I was in a serious relationship with Evan or so I thought. Even though I was with Evan I was thinking about him; when Evan touched me I was thinking about Safaree, when we talked the only thing I could see was Safaree. Then there was that one time when we were making love; no that wasn’t love that was lust. But anyway we were doing the deed and I called out Safaree name. OMG was he mad, I never seen him that mad I tried to tell him that me and Safaree had just had a fight and that’s why he on my mind but Evan was not trying to hear it. I couldn’t blame him because it was a lie; the truth was that I wanted it to be Safaree so bad. After that moment Evan never liked Safaree; the only reason why I stayed with him was to prove to him and myself that I did not love Safaree but it was no use we both knew the truth. But back to reality what am I going to tell Safaree, he can’t know the truth he just can’t.


Nic was pulled out of her thoughts by her door being opened. She got out of the car and went straight inside avoiding all contact with Safaree. She went up to her room, closed the door and locked it. She was still trying to think of something to tell him; but so far nothing came. Then she heard a knock at the door.


“Nic open this door.”


“No, Safaree go away.”


“Why are you avoiding me Nic.?”


“Because I don’t want to talk to you.’


“You can’t not talk to me we live together.’


“I can try.”


“You’re going to have to come out of that room sooner or later.”


“No I don’t.”


“Yes you will, I have your food.’


“Shit.”


“So the question is; are you hungry.”


“Um, nope.”


“Yes you are don’t lie you haven’t ate anything all day and I have your favorite food out here.”


“Safaree just leave the food by the door and walk away.”


“Sorry but I can’t do that.”


“And why the hell not?”


“Because I need to talk to you.”


“No you don’t.”


“Yes I do.”


Safaree sat down on the floor next to the door waiting for to come out the room. Nic was walking back and forth pacing the floor trying to decide what she was going to do. She figured because she didn’t hear anything outside that he left. She went to the door and unlocked it as soon as she opened the door and saw Safaree sitting there she tried to slam the door and lock it but it was too late He had his foot in the way. She gave up and went and sat on the bed. He walked in with her food and handed it to her. She began to eat.


“You thought I left shame on you I don’t give up that easy you should know that.”


“Mhmm.”


“So can we talk?”


“Can it wait till in the morning?”


“No.”


“So why ask if we can talk if I don’t have a say so.”


“Manners, my mother raised me right.”


“What do you want to talk about Safaree?”


“Well first I want to know what you were thinking about in the car because I was calling you for like 10min when we got home; second I want to know what My HSM means.”


“Why is it that important?”


“Because I need to know.”


“No you don’t need to know, you’re just nosey.”


“Why won’t you tell me?”


“Does it really mean that much to you?”


“Yes.”


“Okay, what did you want to know first?”


“What you were thinking about in the car.”


“Well I was thinking about what I was going to tell you; I was trying to think of a lie to tell you.”


“What else?”


“What you mean what else.”


“I know there is more don’t lie to me Onika.”


“Shit, I was thinking that I should have changed your contact info when me and Evan stared to go out but I couldn’t because I felt the same way when I first put you under that.”


“And.”


Nic was thinking why he knew her so well.


“And about whenever he would touch me I was thinking about you. Fuck you happy now. And about this one time when we were doing IT I called out your name instead of his.


Nic couldn’t bring herself to look at Safaree but she felt him looking at her. She was in such an awkward position she just sat there and played with her hand until she felt the bed move. She looked up to see Safaree sitting next to her; she immediately looked back down to her hands.


“Tell me what My HSM means.”


She got up from the bed and started walking towards the door. She was stopped by SB pulling her hand. He backed her into the corner with both of his hands on each side of her by her head. He looked at her and she looked at the floor.


“Onika look at me.” She lifted her head and they looked inside each other eyes. “Tell me.”


She was completely still he kissed her forehead “Tell me.” He began kissing down to her neck.


“It, It means My...” but before she could finish a moan escaped he mouth; Safaree had started to suck on her neck. In her head she was putting up the biggest fight but her body wouldn’t follow her mind. “It means My Heart...” Safaree let his hands roam free around her body until one found her ass and the other found her breast. “Soul...” another moan but this one had so much passion in it “and Mind.”


“So does that mean I have your heart...?” He started to suck down her body


“Yes.” She moaned


“And your soul...” He said taking off her shirt and bra


“Yessss.”


“And your Mind.” He said as he put her right nipple in his mouth


“Ahhhh Faree, yess you have it all.”


“What about your body can I have that too?” he moved on to the left nipple


“Shit, hell yea you can have it.”


“Are you sure I don’t want you to regret this in the morning.”  He moved back to her neck


“Why are you asking me these questions?”


He stopped all movement and looked her in the eyes


“I need you to be sure.”


“I don’t know.”


“I figured that but, I need you to be sure.”


He picked up her shirt from off the floor and put it on her. He pulled her to the bed; made her sit down.


“I’m going to run you some bath water.”


The truth was that she knew she loved him but she was confused. And the fact that he didn’t rush her into doing anything just made her want him even more. At this point she getting upset because she horny and confused; she wanted him but didn’t want to hurt him. Safaree came out the bathroom grabbed her hand and led her towards the bathroom. When they got in the bathroom he undressed he and helped her get in the tub. Once she was good he left. He went in her closet and got her a shirt then got some underwear. He placed the items on her bed and let to go take a really cold shower. Nicki got out the tub about 2hrs later she felt a lot better she put on the cloths that Safaree had picked out for her. She put her lotion on and got in her bed. She started to feel lonely.


BooThing: Can u come to my room?


My HSM: R u okay?


BooThing: Yes...but I need you.


My HSM: Nic


BooThing: Please


A couple seconds later Safaree was walking through the door.


“What’s wrong?”


“Can you sleep in here?”


“Nic I don ‘think...” but before he could finish his sentence she cut him off


“Please Faree I need you.”


He thought about it then he thought about how she never said that she needed something.


“Okay”


She pulled the cover back so that he can get in; he got in the bed and faced the opposite direction of her.


“Hold me”


He turned around and put his arm around her waist; but the gap between them was not doing it for Nic. In a matter of seconds she had her ass on him; Safaree sighed and just laid there he knew he was in for the ride of his life.  

 

  *SOOOOOOO what yawl think…..TELL MEEEEE….TELL MEE…lol…I’m not here for Nic being all confused...poor Safaree he’s a good man …Comment COMMENT CoMmEnT...Tell me if this is short im mobile so i dont know..K bye*

Friday, April 27, 2012

Sorry, Sorry, and More Sorry


*Okay so this is my very first chapter of my very first FanFic...this is completely fiction..not real so with that being said Enjoy!!!!*


It was now 10:30pm and Nicki had just arrived to the Young Money party. This party was the official lunch for a group Wayne had put together of a select few who he thought would do damage to the rap game. The group consisted of Nicki, Drake, Lil Wayne, T Streetz, Gudda Gudda, Lil Twist, Lil Chukee, Millz Mack Maine, Shanelle, Birdman, and Tyga. Nicki walked in the club to be startled by a loud “Bang Bang in the building.” She laughed cause she knew exactly who it was and how much he had to drink. “Hey, Streetz I see you waste no time huh? Nic said with a little chuckle. “Wat dup Ms.Minaj U looking as beautiful as EVER.” He had a lil too much to drink so his words were starting to slur. She gave him a hug and proceeded into the VIP where everyone was at. To her surprise her boyfriend of 3 years was there, he had told her that he wasn’t going to be able to make it to the party because he had some business to take care of. Of course Nic was upset; she wanted to spend one of the happiest days of her life with the man she loved. She ran up to him and gave him the biggest hug.

“Evan, baby you made it!” She pecked his lip.

“Now did you really think I would miss this Nic?”

“Um, YES you said you weren’t coming.”

“First off PAUZ Nic haha and second off I wouldn’t dare miss this.” He kissed her

“Well I’m sure glad you’re here, let me go say hi to everyone and I will be right back”

“Okay.” He walked over to the bar and ordered another drink

Nic went to find the rest of her young Money Crew. The first two people she saw were Lil Twist and Chukee in the corner with two FULL grown women. She shook her head and made a mental note to ruin that for the both of them. Soon after that she found Wayne, Birdman, Gudda, Drake and Tyga at a table full of big booty strippers. She walked over to them; the first person to see her was Drake. He jumped up to greet her, gave her the biggest hug he had and she returned the gesture. Next were Wayne then Gudda, Tyga and Birdman. She sat down with them and ordered a margarita.

“So boys what yawl up to, staying out of trouble I hope.”

“HELL to the NO we trying to get in some trouble.” Tyga yelled out over the table

“I’m staying out Nic” Drake said trying to sound sweet and innocent

“Aw nigga shut up with cha high yellow ass” T Streetz said walking up behind Drake and putting him in a loose headlock.

“YO dude get the hell off of me with your drunken ass.”

“Hahaha you guys are crazy, hey Wayne why didn’t chu tell me Evan was here.”

“Oh man, it totally slipped my mind my bad.”

“Its kool just asking.”

“Hey Barbie why does it matter he is your boyfriend after all Right?” Birdman asked while taking a sip of his drink

“He is I just wanted to kno, that’s all.”

“Okay, um where is SB.”

“He’s somewhere in here.”   

SB walked into the club 10min after Nic. He had to make sure everything was good with the cars. He made his way up to the VIP to see where Nic was but before he went to find her he stopped at the bar to get a drink. At the bar he seen Evan with some light skinned hoe on his lap he shook his head and went to see what he was doing, he walked up to Evan and tapped his shoulders. Evan turned around to SB and asked him

“What the fuck you want nigga.”

“I was just wondering why the girl on your lap is not Nicki.”

“Don’t chu fucking worry about dat.” It was clear that Evan had one, too many drinks

“Look man I’m not here for you cursing at me and disrespecting my best friend by having some tramp on your fucking lap.”

“And you LOOK man I’m not here for you all up in my business, so just step the fuck off.”

“Nic is my business, so I suggest u get this hoe off your lap.”

“Hahahaha man go somewhere wat dat.”

Evan was one of those people who could not hold his alcohol and got angry and moody when he drinks too much.

“Yo man come on let’s go and find Nic.” SB was still trying to help Evan but it was clear he didn’t want it

“Fuck Nic, nigga she isn’t going do nothing she can’t live without me.”

“Watch your mouth when talk about her nigga, don’t get fucked up.”

“What chu going do, NOTHING that’s what I thought haha move out my way let me go find my BITCH.”

Evan got up from the bar and took the strippers hand and led her with him to go find Nic. SB followed behind them, when they reached Nic and the rest of the crew Evan was stumbling over everything. When Nic saw him she got up and went to him.

“You told me you weren’t going to drink this much baby.”

“Yeah well I guess I lied, get cha shit we leaving.”

“What, no I’m not ready to leave, I just got here. Why are you in such a rush?”

“Don’t ask me no dumb questions just get cha stuff. WE ARE LEAVING.”

“I said that I’m not ready to leave I’m not going anywhere.

Nic had turned around to walk back over to the table but he grabbed her hand and slammed her up against the wall. The whole crew was watching the whole thing go down. SB was steaming mad; he had seen enough he was ready to beat the shit out of Evan.

“Evan your hurting me, get off.”

“Who the fuck you think you are too walk away from me, you must be out your damn mind.”

“You are hurting ME, get off now.”’

“I know what it is you acting out in front of your friends.” He tighten his grip around her wrist

“Fuck Evan get off of me your hurting me.”

SB had seen too much he got up from the table

“Yo get your fucking hands off of her NOW.”

Evan let go of Nicki; she started looking at the bruises on her wrist from Evan.

“Are you fucking crazy don’t ever put your hands on her; if I see you put another hand on her I will personally see to it that you’re in the hospital eating dinner out of a tube.”

“Nigga shut ur big goofy headed ass up; I’m really tired of you.”

“Safaree thank you but its okay I got it from here; Evan I’m ready to go.”

“Nic you’re not about to go home with him are you.”

“It’s okay I will be fine he’s just a lil drunk that’s it; some coffee and an aspirin he’ll be back to normal.”

“Nic I really don’t feel comfortable with you going home with him, please for me don’t go.”

“Thank you but, its okay.”

She gave SB a hug and whispered in his ear “I will text you if I need you, I love u Faree” and with that her and Evan was out of the club. The valet brought Nic’s car up she started walking around to the driver’s side but Evan pulled her back.

“You’re not driving I am, give me the keys.”

“Babe I think it’s better and safer if I drive your drunk.”

“I don’t give a fuck what chu think.”

With that he grabbed the keys out of her hand and got in the car. He started the car up and rolled down the window.

“Get the fuck in the car, NOW ONIKA.” He startled her, and she hurried up and got in the car

“Baby please drive slow.”

“Look Onika I didn’t mean to hurt chu back in the club, but chu get me to that point. I am sorry it won’t happen again I promise. Do you forgive me baby?”

“Yeah.” Her voice was so unsure but she didn’t want to say something to make him angry again.

With that he pulled off. He was driving 90mph in a 55mph zone Nic had asked him several times to slow down but he didn’t listen to her he just drove faster. He tried to catch a light to big intersection but the light had turned red. He didn’t care he just sped up as he was passing through the intersection they heard a loud BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP….

“Ma’m can you hear me; I need you to keep your eyes open please. Can you tell me your name?”

“O-OOnika Maraj.” She barely said in a whisper

“Okay Onika I need you to stay with me; my partner has your phone what is the pass code so we can call a family member.”

“9876, can you call the person under My HSM.”

“Sure can, you’re doing great Onika just stay with me; keep talking can you tell me what happened?”

“The last thing I remember is seeing the headlights of an 18 wheeler truck.”

“Yes the driver of the truck said you guys came out of nowhere but, he does believe he had a green light.”

“OMG where is Evan, where is the guy who was driving.”

She started to get hyper thinking that Evan was hurt worse than her or even dead.

“Onika I need you to calm down Evan is already at the hospital he had to take a helicopter there he was in bad condition; he should be in surgery.”

“Is he okay, please tell me he’s okay?”

“I’m sorry but I don’t know but, as soon as we get to the hospital I will personally go and find out and tell you.

The EMT partner was on the phone he had dialed My HSM twice with no answer. He was going to try one more time, he hit the talk button and the person on the other line picked up on the second ring.

“Hello Nic I’m so sorry I missed your calls I couldn’t find my phone. What’s up are you okay do you need me to come and get you?”

“Hello Sir, I’m sorry but my name is Jacob I work for the EMT. Are you My HSM; Do you know an Onika Maraj?”

“I don’t know who My HSM is but I do know Onika, what’s going on where is she?”

“Well sir she on her way to St. Josephs Hospital she was in a major car crash.”

Once SB heard St. Josephs and crash he hung up the phone and ran out the club. He got up so fast that he caught the attention of Wayne and the rest of the crew. So they followed him out the club.

“SB man what’s wrong?”

“Nic, Wayne she’s on her way to the hospital she was in a car crash.” SB said almost hardly audible

“Which hospital.”

“St. Joes.”

“Alright man ride with me I don’t want chu driving like this. Everyone we out to St. Joes, Lets go.”

Wayne got to St. Josephs in record time. Once he pulled up to the front SB got out in ran in the hospital. The rest of the crew was right on his heels. He ran up to the nurses’ station.

“Onika, Onika Maraj where is she.”

He said all out of breath. She nurse looked at him like he was crazy. She started to look up the name but she was moving to so slow for SB.

Can you move any slower, please I need to get to her it’s an emergency.”

“Well sir I’m sure it is after all this an EMERGENCY room.” She said putting emphasis on emergency

 “I don’t need your sarcasm just for you to do job.”

“Mhmm she’s on the 4th floor, room 412.”

“Thank you.”

After he got the information he needed he ran to the elevator. But the elevator was taking too long so he took off to the stairs he ran up all 4 flights of stairs. He got to the 4th floor before the crew in the elevator he ran to room 412. But, she wasn’t in the room he ran to the nurses’ station.

“Excuse me but where is the lady that should be in room 412.”

“Oh she’s in taking x-rays; there her doctor right there.” She pointed Safaree in his direction

“Okay, thank you.” He walked over to the doctor

“Um Sir are you Ms. Maraj’s doctor.”

“Yes I am, how can I help.”

“Well my name is Sarfaree and I just want to know what exactly is wrong with her.”

“Sarfaree huh, she has been asking for you. Well sir it looks like from the x-rays I just got that she has broken her leg in three different places she has some minor cuts and bruises. But she will be just fine with some physical therapy.”

“OMG okay where is she I need to see her.”

The doctor pointed down the hall to a nurse pushing Nicki in a wheelchair. Her face lit up when she saw Safaree. He ran to her and got down on his knees so that he was face to face with her.

“Nic, girl are you trying to give a coon a heart attack.”

“Hahaha, sorry Faree.”

“Haha its cool let’s get you in the room so we can talk.”

He took over from the nurse and pushed her to the room and helped her get in the bed. The rest of the team followed them into the room. The first one to speak to her about what happed was Wayne.

“Nic were you diving?” she didn’t want to answer the question because she knew that they would get upset with her.

“No.”

“So that nigga was driving.” SB said “Ima kill him.” He said that piece under his breath.

“Yeah but Faree don’t get mad, please don’t be mad at me.”

“Nic I don’t understand why you let him drive or why you even got in the car with him. You could have called me I would have brought you home.”

“I know I don’t know what I was thinking.”

Just as she said that the EMT from the ambulance came in the room.

“Onika baby how are you.”

“I’m great, Lance how are you my good man.”

“Haha I’m good just came to make good on that promise I made with you. Is it okay if all of these people stay?”

“Yeah they good.”

“Okay then Evan has been out of surgery for an hour now he is just in rehabilitation. The reason why they air lifted him was that he was bleeding out to much. They stitched him back up he should be like new in a few days.”

“Okay well that’s great; thank you Sir Lance A lot, hahaha.

“Hahaha your welcome HB.”

“Wait what did you call me, you knew who I was this whole time.”

“Hell yeah imma Ken Barb, but I was working so I had to be professional, shit if I wasn’t working girl I would of screamed until I knocked myself out. Plus I had a job to do so I did it, haha. But anyway ima get out of here I hope you feel better HB.”

“Bye Lance a lot hey can you come back and visit me?”

“Consider it done.”

After he said good bye he was out the door. He looked down the hallway and saw Evan being wheeled up by a nurse. He shook his head and walked the other direction he knew that Evan was drunk driving and he didn’t want to say or do something out of anger. When Evan reached the door he knocked on it Gudda was the one to open it.

“What the fuck you doing here nigga.” T Streetz asked getting up from his seat and walking over to Evan

“Look man I didn’t come here to see none of yawl so just fall back, Thank you.”

“Nah man he right why are you here.” Wayne said walking to the other said of him

“I came here to talk to Nicki if you don’t mind.”

“Well we do mind.” Gudda said walking up behind him

“You guys its okay just step outside for a min, please.”

“Okay Nic we will be right outside this door just holler if you need us.”

“I’m not going no fucking where.” SB said in through his teeth

The rest of the crew had left out the room

“Faree just give me a min.”

“No Nic I’m not leaving so if this piece of shit has anything to say to you he should just say it.”

“Look Evan just say what you have to say because he’s not going to leave.”

Evan gave Safaree the dirtiest look ever and Safaree gave the same one back.

“Look Nicki I don’t know what I was thinking when I took the car keys from you or when I was driving like a bat out of hell but what I do know is that I am so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen to you; I just need to know that you forgive me. Please say you forgive me Nic please. I need to hear you say it.”

“Evan, I I I… I can’t. For one you lied to me; you told me that you would never get that drunk again. You promised never to hurt me; second after all the times I have forgiven you after you hurt me time and time again you told me you changed. But you didn’t and I will not let you treat me like shit on the bottom of your shoe. You know a couple months back I had a feeling that I had fallen out of love with you and today’s events just confirmed that feeling. Evan I don’t love you anymore; we are no longer together. I will have whatever stuff you left at my house brought to yours this is the end of us.”

“Nic please don’t say that I know you still love me.”

“No Evan I don’t please leave.”

“Fuck that Nic I’m not going no fucking where; I know you still love me I don’t care what you say.” He said those words what so much anger.

SB was in the corner just waiting for Nic to give him the go ahead to put this sorry nigga out he had heard enough.

“SB.”

That’s all Nic had to say in less than 5 seconds Sarfaree had pushed Evan half way down the hall way he didn’t care if he hit something or not he was just glad to have Evan out of his presence. The rest of the crew came back in the room to say their goodbyes; after everyone left it left just SB and Nic.

“Nic I’m glad your alright I don’t if I would been able to live without you in my life.”

“Yea I kno nigga after all I am Nicki Minaj.” She said in her cocky tone with a little chuckle.

“No for real Nic don’t do anything else like that I need you.”

“I won’t Faree; I promise.”

SB got up and gave Nic a kiss on her forehead; then turned on the TV. He flipped until he found something they both can watch. Bones was on a show that they had just started to watch but fell in love with it. After 10min of the show Nic was fast asleep; and Safaree wasn’t too far behind her.

This is Evan(Love his eyes)

*How about Evan nasty little thing….treating my HB like dat..Anyway commet please I need your feedback im new to this thing so tell me what I can do better next time..thank you for your time…My twitter is @Jade4Maraj*